Oh Daisy, I'm so sorry to hear it... I think we've all had our burn outs, or will at some point in our parrot ownership. When I lost Mizu the way I did, the only
reason I got another linnie was because Loki was so heart broken and lonely. I pretty much swore off linnies... I will probably never get another, once these two go, simply because I feel I will always hold them to the standard of Mizu.
Give your heart time to mend, take some time off, and when the time is right you'll find your way back to birds when some little feathered munchkin worms his way back into your heart, no matter how you try to say no. That's what happened with Goober
I hated her at the pet shop, and she hated me until her favorite employee quit and she deemed me the replacement lol
In the mean time, take a break, make some distance, and take care of you
first, my dear! Treat yourself to a little something nice, take a long weekend and just relax and let your heart recover :love: We're all here for you!