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Tina died yesterday at night while i had left her at the vet because there was nothing else i could do. The vet told that we could hadn't done the injection at the lump because she died from the reaction and he keeps blaming himself but i really believe there was nothing else we could do because the lump had begun growing bigger everyday and her mood was falling down every day, At least now she doesn't feel pain.. i'm broken but i have not to show it because her partner is also broken and keeps calling her all day, he thinks she is at the other room, i didn't let him know that she's gone.
i have to find a mate for him, the vet who had saw him told me that they are too close with each other.. it's so difficult to find a mate, no one can replace Tina, i'm not ready at all to adopt anyone but i have to hurry for him..
i guess i have to accept death, we are all going to die and at the vet's office i heard some horrible stories about a dog who was severely abused and when he found a loving home he died from poisoning a day before new year. Life is hard and death is a part of life. It's hard to go on without her, i guess you all know how it feels, no one else in my close environment can understand that i put my babies first even from my family.. thank you for your understanding and kindness.. she was the most precious loving baby i ever had, so kind, so unique character, so loyal to her partner, an excellent mother and grand mother.. She was keeping the whole flock in balance, believe me...i hope is fine now. and i hope there is some kind of life after death..